Hospitality

well I should be asleep, but going out in the freezing rain gave me a little jolt. (come on snow... plllllulease....)

Last night I had people over for dinner. I hadn't cooked in what seemed like forever and I certainly hadn't had people over for dinner in a while. And it was sooooo great. I mean I seriously love it. Cooking for people, having them over to my place. I mean it makes me sooo happy.

If there was a spiritual gift of hospitality I would be off the charts. (Does that sound conceited??) Anyway, hopefully I can start cooking more often, and having people over to eat more often. It fills my heart with joy to see people enjoying food I prepared.....

PS Church today was really good..... be ready for we know neither the day nor the hour. Also he referenced the Gladiator, what are the chances, matticus??

lack of sleep

For one reason or another I haven't been getting much sleep lately ... well thats not really different from normal but I am feeling especially tired this evening. Last night I had a bad dream about being in an accident and then this afternoon I was taking a nap and had another bad dream. It just totally ruined my sleep and I didn't feel like I got to rest any. Now I am kinda scared to go to sleep, I don't want to have anymore bad dreams.

There's just so much going on in my life right now, I'll feel like my mind is racing all the time. I don't even know what abotu most of the time I just feel it.

Anyway I have to be at work at the butt crack, so I think this is all for now.