so we went to look for a place to live on saturday... i knew that it probably wouldn't be as easy as last time but someone could have given me some warning. you wouldn't think finding a 3-bedroom place for early to mid-may would be so difficult, but you would be wrong.

the place we liked best has an apartment available now and thats pretty much it. so yesterday i was pretty much prepared to go give them all my money to secure the place when this lady called janna about a townhouse which sounded super. so we are supposed to go view the townhouse wednesday.... so we are waiting to see what happens, not my ideal situation because we are prob going to lose the apartment and then if things don't workout at the townhouse, i am not really sure where that leaves us.

i guess thats where God comes in, and you know that whole trusting in him thing... i just felt so overwhelmed on saturday like i have to pay and move like in 2 weeks and all of sudden everything is closing in.... just when my life seems to be falling into place and evening out.

of course it is a HUGE reminder that God has to be in control of everything and i can't be complacent in my trust and faith in Him, because He knows that I cannot do it myself. ( and when i forget He reminds me)